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So..now i am racist?? Ha. Give me a break, Im AMERICAN.

1. MVP drafted to RAW

2. Big Show drafted to RAW

3. Melina drafted to Smackdown

4. Matt Hardy drafted to RAW

5.Triple H drafted to RAW

6. CM Punk drafted to Smackdown

7.The Miz drafted to RAW

8. Kane drafted to Smackdown

9. Chris Jericho drafted to Smackdown

10. Kozlov drafted to ECW

11. Maryse drafted to RAW

12. Rey Mysterio drafted to smackdown

I am not as nervous as I was a couple days ago.

I thought I would post now, and not later.

Ha. Sunday is going to be busy. In fact tomorrow is going to be busy as well. I will be cleaning, and getting ready for Sunday tomorrow.

What is Sunday? Well, as I have said, I am getting more active with my church. So Sunday night, my mom is taking me to the youth service. Im so excited. But, I wont be going home, I will be at my uncles all day. This is what my day will look like.

6:00am – Wake up, eat breakfast.
Read the study, if i don’t the night before.
Straighten my hair.
Leave at 7:50am (we live an hour away)
Get to the church, bible study 9 am
Church at 10:00am – 12
Go to uncles until 5:30pm

HAHA. So I will have to bring everything with me to my uncles. Hair straightner..ect.

Oh how fun.
I will post another one tomorrow and maybe Sunday morning. I will be here that night.
Gah I have no idea how im going to be able to sleep. lol

If you want a slow computer, a bunch of broken links then go ahead and get the all new myspace toolbar.

If you dont..then dont even try it.

Isaiah 40:31 - “But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength . They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not grow faint.”

Credit to remyfromtb on Youtube

This is playing..as I sit in class, well sort of.

Note: This is a good song..Christian Rock..:P

Credit to BrokenCold on Youtube

There are times when I just want to cry. I guess its all to easy to curl up in a ball and cry my heart out.

I am blessed with many friends who help me through the tough times. I am blessed with people at my church who help me, who I look up to.

Some might not even know it. I know they will one day.

God has been my rock, my life, and my father. For so many years I was without a father figure. He has always been there for me no matter what.

I find it hard to think about all this without crying, I cant help it.

To the people whom I look up to at my church: Thank you for everything. I may not have been around all these years, but I haven’t forgotten about any of you.

I wouldn’t be who I am today without you.

I am changing, we all change so we can take on new things.

The last post, I was venting, and I am glad that I did. I feel a whole lot better.

And to my friends, Armando, Kristin, Graceann, Rumie. Thank you so much for your kind words. You helped me more than you know.

I will post more laterz.
~Tianna

So yeah I know no one is going to read this. But I don't care. I have to post or Im going to dissolve into tears.
~ With everything that has been going on in my life, I am turning back to god. I have done a complete 180. Its strange, but its easy. I have stopped listening to the local radio station and started listening to Christian music. I am reading my bible more. And Im trusting him with how my life will turn out.
~ Now that leads to my next problem. I am scared, scared of what my life holds. Im know that I have no reason to be scared, I just cant help it. With my school pressing the fact that we have to pick our paths right away, and how everything has to be a perfect cookie cutter Bullcrap.
~ Another thing, ok im going to try to explain the best I can. It hurts, I see the people at my church who have a close friendship with each other. I could have had that. But because my mom went to a different church, I had to go with her. It hurts to know that I could have had someone to talk to when I felt at my worst. When I had thoughts of suicide. I don't know. 
To afraid to talk to a guy. I want a friendship but I'm to scared. I am afraid of getting hurt. I have been hurt one to many times. I dont know how to take it all in. -sighs-
~ Friends, I have very few friends (not including everyone here) one, I call my best friend, the other who I cant trust. She and I are very different. I dont see that friendship going anywhere. -sniffs-
~ I dont know if I have said this before, but I used to be really upbeat. And out there. I was a social butterfly. It all changed when I started Middle school. I was teased, bullied. And picked on until I couldnt take it anymore. I thought about killing myself. But couldnt bring myself to do it. That is why I am homeschooled.
I tried to drown out everything by living in my head. I daydreamed of a better life. I still do that. In the process I seemed to have forgotten who I am, who I was.
But, It takes a lot for me to attempt to make friends with anyone. Im always afraid of what they will think of me.
Have you ever tried to become friends with someone, but was scared to even attempt to talk to them? Thats how I feel...
When I want to talk to someone..No one is there.
~ If anyone read that, thank you. I thought I could get through it without crying, but I had to get up a couple times to blow my nose.
and yet, I dont feel any better

January 16 2009

♥ Tag Team Match
Jack Swagger/Mark Henry vs. Finlay/Matt Hardy

♥ Normal Match
R-Truth vs. Brian Kendrick

♥ Last Man Standing Match
Big Show vs. MVP
Triple H is still in the Royal Rumble

♥ Divas Match (Victoria’s last Match)
Victoria vs. Michelle McCool

Jeff Hardy guest on the cutting edge.

We start out the night with Stephanie coming out and talking about her father coming back. Chris Jericho comes out and opens his mouth. Now thats where I mute the TV..but I did catch Stephanie saying YOUR FIRED!!.

Bye Bye Y2J

Normal Match
The Miz vs. Rey Mysterio
Mike Know attacks at the end..and Rey took control.

hehe

Inter C. Championship Match
(If Regal DQ’s himself he loses his championship)

CM Punk vs. Regal
(Via fake DQ)

Stone Cold to be inducted into the Hall of Fame

Normal Match
Kane vs. Randy Orton

Diva Tag Match
Jillian/Beth vs. Kelly Kelly/Melina
None

Normal Match
HBK (with JBL) vs John Cena

Here is a list as of November 28th of fanlistings im apart of or waiting for approval.

Peter Facinelli -

http://fan.twilightrose.org/peter

Jackson Rathbone -

http://jackson.destiny-calls.org

Cam Gigandet -

http://fan.paintedsilence.org/camgigandet

So. I am getting excited for Twilight and now..my latest love is Cam Gigandet - He plays bad guy James. Ahh how amazing ♥

Tonight is Jam Packed on Smackdown
♥
Jeff Hardy will face Kozlov

Also dont miss Undertaker and Big Show Cyber sunday stipulations.

Cyber Sunday is a little more than a week away. Have you texted your votes yet?

Check back later for the results of tonights show

34 Days

Until Twilight

The Jonas Brothers will host a sneak-peak.

There's a new fan site, well a rebirth of one. BBDangerous.com is your largest Joe Jonas Fan Site. The forum was once upon a time apart of Joe-Jonas.com. Not any more.

Make sure to check it out here

♥

Popstar.com is holding a Twilight Contest.

Click here to find out more

So Im a little late posting this. But here it is anyways.

1. Muse — Supermassive Black Hole
2. Paramore — Decode
3. The Black Ghosts — Full Moon
4. Linkin Park — Leave Out All The Rest
5. MuteMath — Spotlight (Twilight Mix)
6. Perry Farrell — Go All The Way (Into The Twilight)
7. Collective Soul — Tremble For My Beloved
8. Paramore — I Caught Myself
9. Blue Foundation — Eyes On Fire
10. Rob Pattinson — Never Think
11. Iron & Wine — Flightless Bird, American Mouth
12. Carter Burwell — Bella's Lullaby

You can buy the soundtrack in stores November 4th.